ddinxx

haha.- lala.

2005-06-17T18:31:00.000-07:00

haha. so long never update alr. ok just wanna say. marshmallow sucks.

fcukers

2005-05-16T15:50:00.000-07:00

haha. my taggie now so crowded. stop it la people. i like being myself. thats my problem. you people that are against me, you have no mother fucking rights to make comments on me. if you people think that you all are REALLY that great. i'll have nth much to say . but pls. no one is perfect. some cowardly people will only attack people if theres a chance to. pls la. wake up la. bunch of suckers.only know how to spam people's tag board then dont even have the freaking guts to put your real name. so ashamed of your real name meh? or you have nothing better to do. all these things are only between me and beelay. and its no big deal. i can see that SOME people , are narrow minded and petty. but i wont be so petty and continue to bullshit with her. i have better things to do rather than TALKING BEHIND PEOPLE'S BACK AND CALLING PEOPLE NAMES. haha. piss off suckers !!!

crazy life

2005-05-05T21:25:00.000-07:00

cunt stand my life.full of idiots. but well. i'm used to it. haha. MS BEELAY or wong wong wong. whatever that is going thru your thick skull , i really cant be bothered. but please get your facts right. i didnt STARE at you. but its kinda weird. how you know i stared at you? u have spy cameras everywhere? keeping a look out to see if there are people staring at you? why so paranoid??!! haha. whatever you've put on your nick, will only make you sound spastic. haha. please grow up little girl. well enough of you. you're not even worthy of spoiling my day. =] .

unscrupulous

2005-04-28T10:13:00.000-07:00

ha. so long never blog alr. so many things have happened.

to whom it may concern.
if you're so arrogant and think that u know what you're doing , you're so damn wrong. if you think that i'm gonna sit here and do nothing about it, then you're wrong again. i'm gonna let you have a taste of how it feels to be treated like an idiot.

somehow. a BITCH is transforming into a SLUT how utterly amazing.

bored-ed-ed *should i?

2005-04-22T11:34:00.000-07:00

haix. so many things have happened. me n tricia have drew closer. heex. as for me n jassie. we're drifting apart. two silly guys. i'm so disappointed in them. all i've done. all i've said have gone to waste. i dont wanna care anymore. i'm tired. the decision lies on them.pls ask yourselves one question, 值得吗？i should i ask myself this question too. today is zr's birthday. had quite alot of fun thou. memorable.

i wish i....

2005-04-11T20:39:00.000-07:00

have i not done enough? i dont know anything. i dont knwo how you feel. can someone please tell me. i really have no idea. i have enough problems alr. recently, i dont know what i'm dong ot myself. please................ save me. i wana walk alone. but my heart doesnt want to. so what should i do? when you dont even bother.... give me a hint a sign. anything...

totally defeated

2005-04-10T12:42:00.000-07:00

haix. totally defeat. so tired of the things happening around. my friends, pxm. haix. why. i dont understand. i dont wish to. i'm like so totally defeated.i mean. he dont even wanna go out with me. as sum had said, why must i do all things. i should behave like a girl well sum. i've always trusted you. i mean. you understand me. speaks to me like a true friend. really blissed to know you. heex. haix. tricia.... i dont know to trust you or not. but ican say my point of view of you have changed. its a good thing thou. you're earning my trist slowly. so please dont do anything to spoil this k? things dont go my way. i've decided to give up. i hope i can. just wanna ask terence and ho kan to jia you. i cant be biased. i'll try my best tp help the both o fya. meanwhile, jas. please dont go back on your words. thats all la. bye. piss off suckers

newhaircuttt

2005-04-08T08:52:00.000-07:00

bbleh. ytd night was damn happy. i went out with siew ki. tnen. accompany her to buy sth for her boyfriend. dont know why. we some how got the urge to have a cut hair cut. so we decided to go to REDS . heeex. went there had a haircut. then i made my way down to bishan and meet tricia. heeex. GUESS what. all the things in the stall are newwww. and theres alot of customers, so i told sum. it was a fruitful trip. bbleh. so happy. during their trip to korea, jiejie bought me n tricia both a roxy shirt each. bbleh. then they brought us to changi village to have our supper. bbleh. then there WERE ALOTA of baboks. but they're REALLY hot sexy pretty . they have solid butts also. ahahahx. sum wanted to spank them. joking. haix. but. pxm recently. very cold. so well. untill the end of this mth. if things are still like that.i'll give up.

i'm tired of waiting - why am i always making the first move?

2005-04-07T22:53:00.000-07:00

haix. depressed. why am i always making the first move?i'm tired. spare me please. why you always like to show me that you dont care. you dont even bother. i'm really tired. because of you. i'm always sleeping late. the next morning i have to concentrate in class. always holding high hope and waiting or you to reply my message. i mean. its like so facked up. i never complained. *f o o l i s h . to me. you were my piority. to you. i'm nothing. do you think it is fair. i know i'm no one to you. but have you ever think about how i'll feel? NO. u dont!!! everytime only know how to reply me. ok lor. oh. ic ic. ARRRRRGH> fed up!!! even i'm upset. you dont feel a thing. you dont sense anything. the entire day i've sent you countless msges and you? you replied to none. ok. you didnt use that card. but u've used other card. can at least msg me n inform me right? i feel like an *i di o t. the whole day waiting for your msg. haix. forget it. you also wont bother. enough of all this. somemore still have jassie 's prob. i'm really tired. mentally and physically. * s h a g g e d . someone help me.

sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
`till then i w a l k a l o n e

idiotic moronic ass

2005-04-04T22:55:00.000-07:00

dont think that you're our cohort manager then you very big fcuk. then can anyhow pick on people. i dare to say that i'm doing good now. so what. so what if i've failed his n ss? i doesntmatter right. i just fcuking hell cant do russia right.nth wrong with it what. I CANT POSSIBILY beable to do EVERY single chapter. i'm NOT perfect. theres bound to be some chapters that i'm weak in k. so dont be a spoilt ass and continue to think that you're the king of the world or WHATEVER. cause it simply turns me off. i hate egoheaded ass. idiot. biased freak. dont scold so much la. later too stress then you'll continue to bald. then i'll have to pity my eyes once you turn into a baldy jackass. i might even turn blind.TOO SHINY alr. wahahhahahahaha. idiotic. last weeek was the worseweek so far. lost my phone. picked on by teachers. mama fed up with me. what can get worser than that?! bt never mind. i'll never give up. i'll show him that i'm not just a vase k. so dont fcuking hell look down on me. i've had enough.

nevertheless.there are motivations too. heex like *pxm. heeex. and not forgeting my beloved friends.

mmuackiEx to all those who are niic to me. i'll benice to you guys too. =] god bless me. and may NO more misfortunes get in my way again. in Jesus's holy name amen

2005-04-01T01:12:00.000-08:00

i miss my owl. *hooot hooooooooot. owl fly to pulau ubin lar lo. ha. misssssss my owl. sth owl will not know. i think i. like owl. owl owl owl. stupid ms spent n ms old ah. today keep disturbing owl's photo. tao yan one lehs. saw so many ppl today. lj ff jeremy rubber. i was so freaking shocked. then. saw ah ter. saw molester jon. i saw jassie's mini zhang dong liang. weird right.why saw so many people today. that blardy li bai bai ah. claims that i'm DARK SALIOR MOON. it seriously pissed me off. stupid. we were like staring n making funnnny faces ta each other. actually hes quite cute.BUT. i dont appreciate bastards like him. hwee ling. please wake up. none of us can understand why u like him so much. well. love is blind. stupid li bai bai. heres a song for ya.
*bad boy (my version) remix with miracle (my version)
remember the ugly
remember the one
my precious eyes was shattered
i wish i could fly

this moment i really hope that i was born blind
now nothing can salvage this sight

this must be a tradgey
something i must hide before he leaves
orlese i will faint just straight away
or get polluted by his pungent shit

i need a miracle
dont wanna be your girl
i'm giving u a chance to see
what a jackass u'll be.....

[to be continued]

i'll be missing him....

hooothooots

2005-03-31T21:05:00.000-08:00

so long never blog alr. saw alvin again. like so many times alr. furthermore its always the same girl. so freaking funny. HAHA. and she looks like huisin. goodness. and i'm stuck with *pxm* againz. bblehs.haix. one more headache. how am i suppose to do . i needa replace my 7610 orelse my mama finds out i'm DOOOM. gosh. today went for the super teens course. ANUS wong is a freaking pervert. ken speaks like jeremy. then sherman is NOT a hunk at all. girls. where are your eyes? he looks like an ice cream. creamy. ha. mniex agree with me that his butt is soild. ha. hahahax. so many unbelivable stuffs happen. =] thats all.

friends forrrever

2005-03-22T18:00:00.000-08:00

la laa. la laa. seiyu sucks. i loveeee .......

loveeee.my darling- mmmuackiExx

2005-03-22T17:53:00.000-08:00

heeeeeeeeeex. i'm so happpy. let my imagination take me thereeee.

honey.honey

2005-03-21T21:51:00.000-08:00

bbleh. honey honey. wrapper. happy. blessed. impressed.

boulevard of broken dreams

2005-03-17T12:24:00.000-08:00

starting to feel the boredom of life. suddenly i like this song that i used to hate that damn *i walk alone i walk alone.haa.

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely roadThe only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleepsand I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

sick and tired of all the noises beside me. i'm tired of trying to hang on. i'm really tired..

amitoosensitive?

2005-03-14T22:41:00.000-08:00

i saw something on msn- is he refering to me? i mean HELLLLO. me childish??!! what about her. maybe i'm too sensitive. after all that has happened, i've totally given up. on her our friendship. i dont know what to say. i cant explain why i was so pissed. but at least admit that you're wrong. why must yous ay *what the hell have i done wrong?!* it really shows how fucked up you are. you only know how to complain and scold us when we've done something wrong. when it comes to you. you have no idea. what o you think it is? HITCH is it??!!by admitting isnt difficult right. the ultimate thing that i'm pissed with is that , you dont even bother. what does this shows? is our friendship true for the past few years? you know that i have a really strong character. yet you dont seem to be affect or what. and the zun, i dont know whether to trust her anot. i've heard so many things. i'm lost. very lost. i might seem strong on the outside. but inside of me. you jolly know that i'm fragile. you knew it didnt you. you understand me . dont you? than why is this happening? you always correct us. but this time why are you letting me see what you should not have done. even thou he might have gotten over it already. but its not this issue that made me so pissed. it was you. why did you do that? arent you the one in the group that really knows how to think properly?then you are you commiting this mistake? you only know how to say. but when it comes to you, you simply ruin everything. i dont know what to do. today. i believe its really unlucky. is god hinting me something? when out of nowhere while i was having my pedicure, she walked past? i covered my face. i didnt want to see her face. it'll only turn me off. at this point i know its the test of life. but listen lady. ifyou kindly remember what you've once told me. people need time. so do i . enough of this issue already.

today went out with bai he. *which is another start of renewing our friendship. i really appreciated the time we've had today* she'll never have any idea how elated i was. i have some stuffs to say to her.thanks for forgiving me. now, i truely understand how you felt. it was a mistake made. a lesson learnt.

heard from tiniEx, the bracelet broke. you mend it back. i know the same goes to our friendship. but do you get the point that, you put in effort and time to mend the bracelet. but as for our friendship, i dont see it anywhere....

went to watch disney on ice on sunday. i left the place with a lot of thoughts in my mind and heart. as for what have gone thru my mind, i shall not mention it here.

dear jones. please do take care. farmer also can fall sick. how ridiculous. ha. just kidding. may the lord bless you. take care.

shaggggg outt

2005-03-11T01:29:00.000-08:00

tired- tricia's at my house now. ha. quarrelled with her. CUNT be bothered with CUNT faces. i think terie will laugh when he heards that. its been a while man. i'm tired. dont wanna talk so much. bye. piss offf folkers

fuckthatfuckingbitch

2005-03-10T18:16:00.000-08:00

jas.you are such a bitch. what happened that ytd, i shall not mention. but you jolly well know its ur fault. so dont fucking hell come n blame me. that will only slowly reveal what kinda person u are . UNSCRUPULOUS bitch! to tink i used to love u so dearly like a sister and yet this is the way u treat me, no use crying and act pitiful. its so dramatic. who ever wanna believe u must have down syndrome or are mentally unsound !!! mad bitch. and please dont think by acting innocent or what ever ways u want to use, i'll not forgive u. how could u behave like that at that point of time? this is such a self centred behaviour. i'm not saying like i'm not k. fuck off

cinderella

2005-03-07T00:41:00.000-08:00

oh man. how i envy all those people who have someone they love dearly....

i'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong. talk like everything's perfect . act like its all a dream;walk away .and pretend its not hurting me. everytime i look back ; memories will start flashing back.times we used to be so happy together. maybe its all a dream

cinderella-

seiyu sucks

2005-03-06T12:04:00.000-08:00

i'm NOT gonna step foot into seiyu again. sucky place. fucking management. no wonder they only have 3 pathetic seiyus in singapore. bunch of jokers.i'm happy to meet sum n charmian in my life.both great people. i'm so blessed to meet them. today quite an emotional day for me. they both really helped me alot. i'm really grateful. =] heex. love songs just keeps me moving. let my imagination run wild. heex. cinderella. whahahahx. stoopid sum keep suaning me, but he makes my day. someone to bicker with. relieve stress an the enjoyment. they even sent me n tricia back so much help from them. i really like people like them. happy happy happy. =]

moneymoney

2005-03-05T12:32:00.000-08:00

maybe i might change a job. life';s so dead. no life. if i can. i'll get an off day then whole day watch movieee. wahahahx.

its finally over- ",

2005-03-03T23:14:00.000-08:00

very well. finally its all over. i'm kinda relieved. not suprising at all. i dont feel sad. i know it may sound bad. but frankly speaking i'm really not. heeex. 17 days to my target. i'm so happy. heeex. yipppppeeee. thats all for today. UNCLE sum is still as irritating as ever. ha. yuan li is as dumb as usual. anne is as blur as a sotong. charmian is as glum as a sourplum. i'm so .. -speechless. wahhahahx. k la. thats all for today. mmuackiEx. pisss off faggots

current-

2005-03-02T22:13:00.000-08:00

"Current does not seem to run between us anymore-.Has there been a short circuit?-. Nevertheless do not be worried because i'm not attracted to other battery-." things have changed.my stage is now bare. i rather day dream about it than to look at the reality. you're not what i have always wanted. bye to the past. hello to the future. saw alvin at junction8 yesterday.what a "PLEASANT" suprise. actually i felt nothing towards him when i saw him yesterday.i'm really happy that i've really finally gotten over. the two persons in my life no longer seems important to me because i know theres more to it. life's like that whether you like it or not. and i'm more than willing to accept the reality. i shall continue to day dream- all the roles i've played in never a happy ending ; i'm waiting for a happy ending

why-youalwaysgivemefalsehope

2005-02-28T23:44:00.000-08:00

why must you always do that when i've lose all my faith. i dont understand. but i'm still glad that you took the initiative. i'm really happy. you really made my day. as for me and him.i asked for a breakup. he didnt want to. i dont see the point of dragging. free me =[. i wish. had a really good time with mummy. we kept taking photos together. work has been tiring for me recently. but i have to work towards my target and i'm confident that i can reach it. thats all folks. byeeee.

faithless-i just want money

2005-02-27T23:37:00.000-08:00

i've changed. so have my point n priority in life. what have happened have happened. i've decided to leave. for this moment i dont know how to say it to you. its all too late. my stage is still bare. all the roles i've played in : never a happy ending. so is our relationship. i have no time n energy. .... o"o as for the two people. i've completely given up. the confidence n determination i used to have , have been drained out.thanks to the both of you. ha. dont know whether i should laugh anot.unsure whether i'm happy or not. i've learnt so much during these few days. tears might overwhelm me.i feel like an empty shell. so empty. i really dont know how to make myself happy.wish life would be simplier......

it's been a long time. decision time

2005-02-26T00:22:00.000-08:00

so many days never blog le. very busy working. *SPENDING POWER. heex. i tink its fading. saw so much things learnt so much thing. money difficult to earn. made a few good friends there. got yuan li. jean n calvin. heex, great ppl. makes me day. wahahahahx. ok la. life is fun. but very tiring.hmmmmm.time to make up my mind. no point dragging. since.... like that liao. might as well... k. very qucikly i will make up my mind. =] nighties. love all those ppl so close to my heart., sara n ms poTAtoe. n of cox the sweeet lil toddler dengdeng. mmuackiEx to u ppl

dddinxxx--- curly maooo

2005-02-20T20:35:00.000-08:00

today, went to the salon. "played" with my hair. hahahx. kinda fun thou. heeex. and. went to ah kong's house. me n him improving le worz. i thot tml i can work. then veryyy excited. in the end. clar msg me n tell me say her auntie got another worker already. made me excited for nothing. sad case for me. i never seem to get any job at all. =[ okkk. and. that stupid dear of mine. said that he would return home ard 7 n call me. den now ahh. still not home yet. qi si wo le! and. i justsaw an accident just now. god please bless the both guys. =] i hope that they're gonna be fine . gooood night folks -

idoubt s o

2005-02-19T23:04:00.000-08:00

these few days. me n him. not progressing well. i dont know. i'll try to hang on. if my patience run out, then it'll be the end of th relationshipp. today went out with micheal terence chai hock zhan rong jas n tricia. we had a hell lotta funnn. heeex. then micheal and me sticked together. then jas zhan rong n terence. eddie n chai hock. left tricia alone only. pooor her. heeeex. soooo happy also. alotta funnnny stuffs happened. so happppppy. ok la. may the lord stay in our hearts and bless us. L=

idoubt s o

2005-02-19T06:59:00.000-08:00

i'msad-sadened-ed-ed-ed

2005-02-17T22:55:00.000-08:00

i know W H Y

2005-02-16T21:50:00.000-08:00

HA. suprising i know W H Y . it wasnt me who think too much. it was all correct.no wonder i could feel the uneasyness. when i was thinking about this matter today. i really felt very uncomfortable, weird. i'm not gonna think aboutthis thing anymore. its no longer something i should get myself involved in. =] i no longer wanna care . today watched i do i do again. sooo niiice.****hokkien tense****** ping . pang . piang . tio meh . tio chuo. tio ???. wa JIA zi ji satay . wa SOOT zi wa mee . wa bak SUP ge sa wa mee .

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for chinese press 2.
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fei li qing an 2
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i have noidea-

2005-02-15T22:05:00.000-08:00

ohh man. saw the ring she've gotten. SO NIIIIICE. *green with jealousy.. then look at my situation. *sighs. its a facking turn off man. i doono. but i still love him. something is so wrong with me...

ihatemyself for doing that

2005-02-14T22:13:00.000-08:00

not a good valentine's day. if i had a choice. i'll choose not to have it. it hurts me to see us like that. so near yet so far. so much i have to say. but it would only mean a thing.

girl i'm sorry for what i've done.i sincerely ask for your forgiveness. i didnt realise that you were unhappy. i n s e n s i t i v e n e s s . i'm sorry.

god bless sara ms spent and not forgetting her.

happyvalentinesday__d a r l i n g +

2005-02-13T01:03:00.000-08:00

happy valentine's day darling. heex. ytd both of us had a very good timee. spent the entire day together. mmuackiEx. lovee him so muchieee. heex. then very funny lors. i went to his house. then supposingly he was to cook for me. in the end. his maid cook. then after eating. we left the house. usually we would walk down the stairs. but ytd we took the lift. then i said "eh. how come can take lift then we so stupid , we walk down" then we hugged. while we were hugging. his mama walked to the door and saw us hugging. i was like so EMBARRASSED. so BUSTED. ha. then his mother called us to go back. ha. then she gave me an ang bao. pai sei pai sei. heez. then i scolded him " wa lau. y got stairs can walk u dont wan . huh. then go take the lift" then darling started laughing. i was being so contradicting. AND he bought something for me. ha. so WEIRD one.then we really grew closer after ytd. heex. then today. went to buy gift for him and my sisters. ben ben bought me a balloon. but he lose it. i was so sad lor. heex. then was talking to him on the phone just now. now then i know how he really felt. wahahhahx. mmuackiEx. ok la. thats all. tml is valentines day. i wish all loving couples a very happy valentines day. and that all of u people will last 1 8 4

i AM not sleeping at all.*

2005-02-11T01:37:00.000-08:00

darling- i miss you. i cant wait till tomorrow. haix. i really dont feel like going to school. someone help me.

idreamtofyoulastnight-*

2005-02-10T07:01:00.000-08:00

heex. today not bad . at least i won some money. heex. then my mummy so blur. she zi mo liao den she threw that tile away. mad one. ha. then last night i dreamt that my darlingcame back. i'm realli insane. heeeex. then tml going to ben's house to eat eat. then darling will reach s'pore ard 10 plus. heex. i cant wait. oh man. i hate it. i dont wanna go to school tomorrow. it sucks. but that cursed bitch insist that i should go. but tooo bad. i'll probably be late. ha. go mac eat breakfast. byeeeeee.

____ ] post-it

2005-02-09T00:13:00.000-08:00

when i miss you. i'll write it down on a post-it. i cant stop missing you.

w h y ? i do i d o

2005-02-09T00:09:00.000-08:00

hmmmmm. why? i dont know why. i dont understand. why is taht so? i mean. how could that happen? i'm totally stunned?! *shruggs . how come? its like out of the sudden. sometimes i wonder. why there is a different side of you. i guess i'll never get to figure that out. its a mystery.a puzzle i fit.a sum i cant solve. a riddle i cant understand. the both of you are so contradicting. *you. you said nothing would change. look whats happening now? we arent even talking. not to even say about going out. i can say that its no longer my problem. its yours. if you dont wan. theres really nothing i can do. and * you. you made me feel that we're back to the past again. yet when i thought that was happening, you gave me another reaction. how am i suppose to see things now? i seriously dont know a single damn thing.ok forget it.

darling is gone for the first day. =<>

when i came back. i saw that it wasnt there anymore. maybeits just like what mac have said. even if you're used to it. you also must try to not be so used to it. you have no choice.

ilikethestarsinhisroom

2005-02-08T21:52:00.000-08:00

i want the stars too. they look totally cuteeee

happyday- at least i feel that we're still friends

2005-02-08T21:39:00.000-08:00

heex. today is a very happy day. mornin i woke up. then i went to my darling's house to wait for him. he came. then he went home to bathe first. then he said he needa go to his grandma's house to do sth. so i accompanied him.i stood ard the corridoor. i didnt wanna go in. so embarrassing. heex. in the end. his aunt came out to ask me go in. ha. then greeted his aunties n grandma. felt like killing him man. make me so paisei. heex. ok. then we were on our way to hougang mall as planned ytd night. then wei msged him and ask him if we wanna go to his house anotx. i was like tinkin its like a very rare chance. i wanted to go but he didnt want to. then he bcame very sian sian liddat. we reached wei's house den me n wei keep tokin.then he was very quiet. heex.tiniex came too. den me n her "explored" wei's room. ha. but no secrets. i saw some stuffs la. cox wei n him not in the roomthats y me n tiniex had the chance to "explore" ha. ok. then tiniex went back. left me my darling and wei. darling like suppppper dupppper sian. then he said he wanna go dowbn walk walk. i didnt "read the sign" i continued staying there. then me n wei played big 2 and black jack. ha. so called found another wei. ha. then i keep pouring water for him. he drank a kettle of water. ha. so happy. i thought i wasnt his friend anymore. i'm just simply elated L= then now me n my darling ok le. almost let my papa see us. thank god. he didnt. ha. ok. god bless . sara , MS SPENT and me. heex. and the two dear people who are so close to my heart.

stoopid darling- tou pai wo de photoooo

2005-02-07T22:10:00.000-08:00

heeex.todae meet darling. mac-cus and jasiEx. we accompanied jasiEx to buy her cny's clothes. then we went to mac. to our SUPRISE WE SAW THAT FACKER. ha. forget abt him. i dont give a damn. darling dont worry. i only have you in my heart. L= ok. then they bought this realli huge lolipop. ha. so funnnny. ok la. todae is enjoyable. loving you more and more each day.

iloveyou __+d a r l i n g

2005-02-06T19:12:00.000-08:00

love my darling lots. heeex. really wish that we can last. we had alot of fun times together. whenever i'm down. he's there. i love his huggs. i love his special way of loving me. even though you told me. no one can replace karie like no one can replace alvin, but to me. alvin is no longer in my heart. because, friends had replaced him. now its you. L=. heeeex. still wondering what to get for you. i have an idea. hope it will work out. darling i know that you will not be ard for 3 days. even though its gonna be VERY VERY VERY long. i'll take that as a test. =] when you come back. you MUST remember my RED PACKET. how can hubby not give red packets to wife. horrible . heex. and your baby photos are really cuteeee. heeex . i love you . and nothing can change that. i used to have doubts abt my decision. NOW, i have nth to regret.

2005-02-06T19:04:00.000-08:00

so near yet so far
its harder than reaching mars
i tried to make our friendship last
but patience ran out too fast
__d r i f t i n g
as days slowly cruise through the sea of love
i'm pictured as a murderer without gloves
i killed our bond
and its all goneee

to whoever it may concern. i've tried but its all too late. if you think that it is worth it. suits you. theres nothing i can do.

i'msofreakingpissed

2005-02-04T21:53:00.000-08:00

today my darling didnt go to school. then. he came to look for me. i met tricia under my block . the three of us took a cab to school. then he went to the poly clinic to get his mc. then i was meeting ben at khatib. but i didnt go n fetch him. my darling did. then we went to the library. after that we went to eat . den jas n trcia came along. then all of them came to my house and play mahjong. then that stoopid tricia made me so facking dui. aiya dont talk abt it. i still haven eat my dinner yet. si sian. and hungry. k. gtg. sara. no matter what you will still have me by yourside supporting you. may god bless the three of us. =]

i miss all those good s o n g s

2005-02-01T21:14:00.000-08:00

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
From whatever
We will still be, friends forever
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Repeat chorus
La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat chorus 3x

found all this nice songs. fabulous.=] byee . good night . god bless me n my darlings plus all my friends.

i'll remeber euu_______ o '' o

2005-02-01T21:02:00.000-08:00

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
Forever baby, I'll remember you

_______*i'll remember euu

my com is s c r e w e d__

2005-02-01T05:05:00.000-08:00

oh man. my com is down . sara is making my day full of l a u g h t e r . so does tricia. at least i still have my friends. as for h e r . we continue to d r i f t a p a r t. hmmmm.life's like that. i guess i'll just have to get on with my life. i tried to ask h e r out. so refused or give excuses. so just forget it. =] very very very very very A D D I C T E D to mahjong. heex. new year is coming. my clothes are not bought y e t . ____+mmuackiEx. true friends. like. s a r a t r i c i a t i n i E x j a s i E x . close to my heart you people will always be. friends that i;ve lost. i can only r e g r e t. trying super hard to attain good grades. heex. its a tedious route. but i know i can make it just as long as i want to. i'm not as h u r t as before. i've m o v e d o n . i believe i can. so i will.

i cannot make myself forget all those -p r e c i o u s m e m o r i e s-.
i can only keep it in my heart and smile whenever i look back.

____*feelings so well hidden no one can find it

sheshasfinallysaid

2005-01-27T06:47:00.000-08:00

yesterday night. dont know for what reasonshe told her.then dont know for what reason.she went to tell him what she've said. and again for dont know what facking reason.he went to tell him.and once again for dont know what reasons he went to confront her.for dont know what freaking reason she explained to him. for dont know what reason he didnt want to reply. and dont know for what tionging reason.she told hgim and for dont know what facking reason he was involved.for dont know what facking reason the three of them helped her.for dontknow what freaking reason she told her for dont know what facking reason she didnt seemed to be affected just shocked.for dont know what facking reason.she told her that it was all a mistake.again for dont know what facking reason.she told her.for dont know what facking reason.she stopped them.for dont know what facking reason.they blasted her with alot of messages.for dont know what facking reason she had no mood.she went home.for dont know what facking reason.she helpped her cousin.that facking young boy was such an annoying asshole.

please just piss off.

i'vehadenough.deadend- b r e a k m e

2005-01-26T21:45:00.000-08:00

First it was him
Then it was him
She was next
There goes another her
Now maybe she would be gone too
I'll be next.

have i made the right decision.this question have been popping into my mind ever since me and him were together.i've had enough.how can i possible not blame myself.it was obviously my fault.i told you how i felt.and yet u say that to me.nothing matters anymore.i'm saying this for the last time. if ANY one of them tells me that it was a mistake for me and him to be together. i'll be firm with my decision

all the things that have been happening
the thoughts i've been wondering
consuming me bit by bit
i need to find a quick exit

sadness fills me entirely
affects my mood greatly
my pain would eventually subside as time goes by
i might still cry
but it doesnt matter
as long as there's still all of your laughter

i no longer dwell on the past
it seems so fast
days pass
the clock strikes
my sorrows are no longer about him
things have changed
so have i . . .

things i almost remembered . . .

2005-01-26T18:14:00.000-08:00

hmmmm.
lifes goes on. i'm kinda bored with my damn class. but at least i've found a new interest for my subjects.i must do well in order to SHUT that damn idiot's mouth. ok. lifre's not bad. i'm becoming someone's atm. not fun at all. fack off dudes. ok.. i'm really bored. nothings the same anymore. i doubt that anything would change for the better.1 week alr. things have really changed. i miss those days. i'm sick and tired of pretending. i... gosh. just piss off. bye

whattationg

2005-01-23T21:39:00.000-08:00

today.boring day.so glad that everything's fine. o''o [* every cloud has a silver lining. so cute. ha. loveee my bag. loveee paris hilton. tomorrow i wanna go buy that lil`twin star de keychain. utter cuteness. ok.thats all. tomorrow also going to taka to buy bag for jasie. god bless us. bye. and not forgetting to piss off .

ha.what a co-incident . o''o

2005-01-22T23:53:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to watch movies with the group. not bad thou. today went out with justina only.had a hell of a time f u n . then. we went to kovan and meet jason. she went for her tuition. then me n jason sat down and talk. then i had to meet my mother. took the train towards dobhy ghaut. SUDDENLY i saw shiwei. ha. got the shock of my life. i offered him the chewing gum. AND he took it. i was SO SO SO elated. =]ok. today i'm very happy. mama bought me my school bag at last . so happpppppy. yippppee. paris hilton rocks. love her to the core. heex. and fred just told me a facking bad news. and i hate the word "HEY". dont ever mention that to me. or i'll really get VERY pissed off. ok. thats all for today. bye and remember to PISS OFF people.

annoyingteachers__#

2005-01-20T18:32:00.000-08:00

today. went to school meet jasmine.then. was talking to sara min n katie. then it was time for flag rising. so we all stood up. and that darn mdm mazni or whatever her name is spelt as, caught us. after the flag rising. the four of us stood behind. what the tiong. i was wearing my colour contacts. i had to keep looking down. what a day. she caught our socks. then next the skirt and their ear holes. we stood there like an idiot for half an hour. ha. then went back to class. jasmine fake illness. and so did i . i went to look for her near the general office and we started chatting. ha. then it got to me that i should go home. because school is just so freaking boring . so i went to the office called my mummy. and there goes. i'm home. i slept for like 4 hours. i'm a big fat piggy. hee.ok. so here i am staring at the computer like a complete mentally unsound asshole.tomorrow gonna meet up with the old group. kinda happy thou. ok. end of story. bye bye and just piss off. i'm so rudeeee. o''o gos bless all of us.

haveimadethecorrectchoice?

2005-01-19T21:08:00.000-08:00

she liked him
her friend knew it all
she encouraged her
she treats her like a true friend
she got close to him
they just cant stop playing
the game just got out of hand
she got together with him
she doesnt know
how is she gonna tell her
have she made the right decision?
what will be her reaction if she found out what was goiing on
she dont dare to imagine

he likes her
she was kinda moved
but she realised that she liked his friend
she got together with him
they were both very fine
after awhile she realised that was what she wanted
troubles arise
they broke up
he still likes her no matter
so caring
g u i l t
it used to the 3 person's problem
she started playing with him
they both have alot of fun
but they were very sure its just a game
but no one controls life
things got outta hand
now its 4 person's misery

so much i have to say

she doesnt wanna lose him as a friend
but he simply didnt care
she prefer being friends with him
they're both happier this way
they have fun
l a u g h t e r
he made her like maths and willing to learn
everyting was so fine
untill she made that decision
n e v e r t h e l e s s
she still want him as her friend
he was her special friend
he didnt know
now he doesnt wanna be her friend
she really hope that she will still get to be his friend

to whoever it may concern. she just wanna say sorry o''o

slightlyhappier o''o

2005-01-18T22:50:00.000-08:00

k. forgot that ytd i fell down in the toilet at mac. luckily the my head didnt get "soaked" in the toilet bowl. ha. todae was kinda fun.my hubby propose to me again. o''o. k ya. then i'm folding hearts again. n my fingers are aching. heex. oh ya. and todae was funnny. had lunch with jas min tricia feng mar n jason.heex. hmmmm.OH YA>? then todae took alot of stupid pictures. wahahahhx. so fun. i love todae the most. god bless shiwei because he is sick. goood night people.

i'vehadenough.soi'mmovingon.youjackass

2005-01-17T22:11:00.000-08:00

todae.felt so excited at first. BUT.HA. i should have known . well. dont talk abt it. i was so freaking pissed by him. next was my MINIEX . i was trying to recall some lyrics when she KEPT on singing. ok. it sounds alright rite. BUT. all she sang was. I WALK ALON I WALK ALONE. wadda tiong is that. so irritating . after awhile i couldnt take it. i slam the table den i just somehow screamed at her. sara oso felt the same way. ha. but obviously . we laughed abt it. ha. k. when jas tricia min n me were in the cab. i suddenly tink of alot of tings. n i was so freaking disappointed n pissed that i took out THAT ting n started cuttin it into pieces. ha. n d e i r c. but whatever. who cares. my maths ahhhh. got shifu help me one. hahahx. XIAOWEI. k la. enough of crapping. byeeee. i tiongin hell dont like today so. just PISS OFF JACK-ASS o''o

imisshim.sosomuch______ ;'(

2005-01-16T23:57:00.000-08:00

ha. k. must clarify. I REALLY NEVER DRINK! >.< i just pass the drink ard k. =] ha. k . todae went out with jas jason ben n marcus. den we were at mac. den tok alotttta rubbish. luff untill cannot take it. ha.den on fri. it was SO fun. i tink it has been awhile ever since i realli felt happy. i tried to make myself happier. but i dont tink i can. i tried buyin tings. luff for no reason. i cant hide my sorrows. i have to hide. i must hide. i dont wan to feel sad. but somehow i cant shake that feeling off. y am i behavin like that. maybe its bcox of........ haix. life realllllllllly is unfair. there are so mani W.H.Y.S i wanna noe. but i cant. i have no rights to know. how iwll i noe y i have no courage to ask. whenever i tok to him. i realli feel like screwin him upside down.. but actually i didnt realli wanna do dat. its my ego thats torturing me. i realli miss those days where i really felt happy everyday. i wanna say those tings dat are buried deep in the bottom of my broken heart. but i cant seem to find those words wen i was tokin to him. i always end up pissing him off. but.... nonody noes how i feel. NO ONE. no one understands how i feel. they cant understand n never will they get to understand. things dont always seem to be like it appears to be.why must i always say tings that i dont mean. *contradictions. haix. god save me. help me. i need help. i doono wad i'm gettin myself into. the sadness that contains in me is more than what tears can describe. sometimes crying doesnt help. in my case. i only need him. n nth more. [he's always in love with someone else] in another few minutes.the day will arrive.shud i or shu di not? haix. *indecisive me

imiss3e3badly____+

2005-01-13T22:05:00.000-08:00

haix. sian. look at my damn class. so freaking boring. last time still can chat wit khai rick n ah nei. now leh. sian like tiong . aiya. still prefer last yr de 3e3 lor. even tomomi oso don tlike the calss. sa. oso. min oso. aiya. stoopid class. with dumb-ass teachers. erks. cant stand them. yucks. so all i can say now is that my lifeeee suck. suck BIG time!

.-lurrrfee eeeuu-.

2004-12-05T20:54:00.000-08:00

ytd ton outside. in e mornin i went out den went home again. den at 10 plus mama came home.she wasnt feelin well. den went out again at 12 plus to meet shimin. den my kuku darling ah. he tell marcus meet at 11PM but marcus thot its AM den he went to paradigm. heex. actually i oso thot it wAS 11 AM. den he ask me to go find marcus firx den he'll come. den me n shimin went down dere den we meet marcus . saw da jar dere. den marcus was playin alone. den after that . wait for darling to come den me n shimin went to eat at cafe cartel den wen we came back, xiao jar reach liaox.den we play play play . all lyk very sian liddat.denw e say go walk waalk lorr. den we walk n stop walk n stop. den finally decided to go sentosa. den wait for darling n marcus go hoem take extra clothes. den me xiao jar n shimin.we played 205 heart attack n alot of hand games. den we hit very hard. siao siao one. den we luff alot too. den ppl at e station thot we mad mad one. okiex den darlin n marus arrive liao. we went to sentosa. den by e time we reach dere i tink 7 plus liao . den very dark. we went to palawan beach.den all of them lyk swim to e platform. den i see lyk very far den i sian sian one. in e end drag very long den i swim dere. den got up. den xiao jar doono y oso like sian sian one. he swim swim awhile den go n shore den dont wanna wet himself liao. den after that all those spanish ppl left e other platform den we wanna swim dere. den i lyk see sho far. den dont wan. den my darlin piggy bag me across. but i kena a cut on my knee. made me more sian. den lyk very pain liddat. dne i prayed. den okeix liao. den got into e water again my darlin piggy back me again. heex. sho sweet of him!okiex. den at one point of time doono y marcus super de hyper. keep jumpin in to e water sho fuee. en me n shimin find chance to push him oso. quite fun. but xiao jar was alone on shore kinda ke lian. okiex. den play play play untill i tink 10 plus or 11 plus we go bathe den bathe liao we took a cabbie to ps to meet jason watch movie. den our movie starts at 2 am. sho we go play pool firx.den play play play. den go watch movie. den actually e entire very funee. got quite alota jokes la. den watch movie liao. we walk walk walk to near centre point de coffee shop den eat lorr.eat liao . we started walkin back. den walk walk walk.i tin at dat time all of us tired lyk siao liao.heex.den . we went back to ps. den sit sit. den we sit den tok tok tok tok tok. den we went inside dere. den sleep awhile. den do nonsense tings. den we went to kovan eat breakfast. in e end nli jason eat. heex. den me n shimin took cab home. marcus went home. darling n jason oso. heex. den we reach home. i sleep lyk some dead pig. heex. (= thats all for toodae [=

wo ai ni x4

2004-12-03T10:28:00.000-08:00

heex. sho mani days never blog sohmani tings happened. me sho kan chiong sia. all bcox of him la. den ytd nite sho happi. he say he hurt his leg. den i bought plaster for him. den he lyk ai mai ai mai liddat. hurt some feelins of mine. den he wear spect den wave at me. sho kawaiii nei! den after that i went home . went online. den tok tok tok. den in e end. i wanted ti msg xiao jar sth. dne in e end i go msg his home. sho freakin funeee. i luff untill lyk siao. wahahahx.den he found out dat i like him. den very paisei. den he lyk find alottta excuses lor. sho wad de. but but but. in e end ard 3 plus. yf msg me ask me to call him. oh man. dats how e story twisted 85% oh boy oh boy oh boy. okiex la i siao liao. den todae ,eetinhim n some frenx. tonnin. yippppeee. lurfe my dear lots (=

]][[sho happy together]][[

2004-11-24T05:15:00.000-08:00

wahahahx.. sho happy.. ytd nite ard 1 plus i sneaked outta e house n went to look for yuanfeng at his chalet...wahahhx.. i was supppa scared-ed-ed-ed.but i had a realli good timee wit em.shiwei is suppa cuteeee.sho easily shy.wahahahx.hes e joker.den me n vic was lyk sayin who will be e *good husband next time* we chose yuan feng , shiwei n marcus.they loooook sho honest n nice.n i reallitink dat shiwei got e father look.sho strict.wahahahx.okiex.we played true or dare alotttta times.n its supppa funeee.shiwei's face is red as tomato.supppa cutee.okiex.den marcus is very quiet quiet one.den he say he very TING HUa one. wahahahx.okiex la i doono how to write down we did.its gonna take yrs.wahahahx..after i sneaked out ytd. me n vic chat. den after dat me shiwe vic yuanfeng n marcus walked to e beach. den we sat down n chat. listenin to ghost stories .it was suppppa suppppa duppppa fun! den we walked back at ard 5 plus.den PLAY MAHJONG! ahhh.. play untill 7 plus. i quickly go n bathe den got ready n left e place wit xiao jar. den i meet shimin n brought those monkeys to e power buildin.den i went home n sleeep.sleeep sleeep. at ard 1 plus.meimei called me tell me she got 226 i itnk. wahaahhx.den she say she wanna treat me sho cuteeeex. okiex. i'll end here. dotx byeee. coughs n sneezes

fFunfunfuNn

2004-11-22T00:59:00.000-08:00

todae woke up at 4 plus... meet haohao nfetch yangyang.hes super sweet got me a big doggie.den we backie to khatib n eat at mac.den i went home watch mtv untill i fell asleep.den woke up met minie at 10 plus.. den went to orchard to buy dat adidas shirt but wen reached dere no stock.dne i keep findin.. den minie had to go.sho i went to jln bukit merah n fetch meimei out. den we went shoppin n shoppin.den i didnt feel lyk buyin c lothes.den i saw tis roxy cap dat i lyk.den meimei saw e bag she lyk.but even if i lend her mone shes oso short of 2 bucks..den no choice i didnt buy e cap.let her buy e bag.she was lyk sho touuched.den after dat we went to macs.. den i sent her home.. den wanted to meet vin one.. den in e end i ended up at his house sittin dere lyk sho dumb idiot..wahhax.. den we had e last hug n its e end. uncle drove me to outram mrt station.den mama ask me to meet her.she ask daddy to send me to e chalet. den wen i reached dere.. e atmosphere was sho dead.. i saw shiwei.. was lyk sian 1/2 but it turns out dat shiwei quite okie one. den we eat n eat n eat.. played true or dare n alota games.. suppa fun... den lil jar suddenlyw as lyk tokint o me abt clarie.wahahhx. okiex.den shiwei keep sayin dat i look lyk vinx.. oh man.. wad is ti sman.. den lil jar oso agree... wahahahx.. den i stay untill 11.30 de i walk out got onto daddy's car n i went home.. tml oso goin to look for em.. yay!!!okie dats all for todae (=

|"|cinderella|"|

2004-11-20T20:40:00.000-08:00

ytd nite chat wit adrian untill quite late.. den he sent me alota nice songs..okie todae went out wit minie n terie... wahahahx... as usual i'll terie untill he surrender.... wahahahx...met my cadets at somerset ..i reached dere at 8.20.. onli a few were dere... terie was late.. n dere goes my attendence book.. wahahha.... was sho stressed... den 8.30..terie arrived.. wit e attendence book.. got a ger to help me take attendence n call those were not there... 8.45.. i was fed up liao... all those darn cadets expect me to wait for them... fed up.. me bring those who were dere to e power buildin... on e way dere dey were sho sho noisy.. den i couldnt stand it.. i scolded dem... dey kept quiet.. but after awhile make noise again.. i mean its lyk dey're goin for a course not to market.. make sho much noise...den reach dere liao..i purposely ask them to fall in .. den scold dem again...cant even fall in properly.. walk oso slow... fall in oso slow.. no hope one tis batch.. bunch of fools...den me n minie sabo e ic... wahahahx..den mux tick another attendence... n collect their assignments.. we ask e ic to tick down e name... he was SHO slow... i see liao oso fed up....den collect e assignments oso sho slow.. den scold dem again.. bunch of idiots...den stand up slow sit down slow.. oh man.. kill me la.. wahahahx.. okie.. den got two late comers...those two were e ones dat is realli qian da one.. come late still can walk.. scold e guy oso he give attitude.. den assignment oso neber do.. wad e heck man...den wad for he go for e course? waste e lecturer's time n his timelorr.. wahhahx. okie after dat .. we went to wisma de mac... den wen i open my wallet den i realise i didnt bring money out.. wahhahx.. den borrowed fr minie firx den after eatin we went to lavander to fidn mama n take money.. wahhahx. den ater dat back to orchard.. we went wisma.. den shop shop.. realised dat terie actually quite nice to shop wit... wahahahx.. got taste got taste.. wahhahax.. den we went to pacific plaza.. bought my bag.. den we went to taka.... terie went for his trainin...me n shimin went taka rest.. den to cine den to heeren.. we saw 6 ppl who looks lyk rubber n lanjun.. horrible!!!! n 4 ppl wearine same shirt as minie.. sho fun.. den after dat we went to junction 8....we were at muji... den minie was playin wit e fan(shan zi)...den i snatch fr her..n i wen i try to open e fan up.. wahahahx.. e whole ting rip off... super funnny..wahahahx..minie luff untill she couldnt stand up... wahahahahx..den we procceeded to e hats section... den i keep wearin those ugly hats sho funee lyk some mad women..wahahahx.. quite happi la todae.. but tirin n bored.. den we walk m walk n walk n walk n walk den sian liao we went homeee.. on e way home.. me n minie debatin abt rubber n lan jun..wahahahax...den thats all for todaeee... last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARISSE!!!!may all ur wishes come true.. n succeed in wadever u d (= muackx wahahahx... byeeee =X

|+| `+` pink ppinkk pink `+` |+|

2004-11-18T00:42:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. ytd was chattin wit clarisse untill four plus... wahahx.. showed her some chat logs (= grins ... den todae woke up den went out wit minie...we went to orchard again.. wahahhx.. saw ke xin & samual's ex gerfren.. *forgot her name =X* at cine.. n most importantly we saw PIXIANG wahahahx.. kuku boy... nono.. i mean my kuku master.. ohh man.. its lyk been sho long ever since we last saw each other mann.. still wit his forever kuku hairstyle (= okie.. den after we walk outta cine..we went to heeren...saw alicia.. didnt see kelly at all... long time neber hab a niice chat wit her liao.. ever since she dump me n left wit dat darn rubbish collecter *hurmphs .. jokins =X oh welll.. den we went to alota shop.. saw alot noiiiice stuffs.. okie.. we proceeded to paragon.. den saw one ncc guy dat we thot he look very familar.. oh well u noe y we say ncc? cox dat guy was wearin a ncc shirt. wahahx.. feel sho lame now.. wahahahx.. okie den together wit him.. deres tis guy dat has dat angmoh look n a ger. okie.. we walk n we talk n we walk n we talk n e list goes on.. okie.. i'll stop crappin.. den we went to shaw house.. next is pacific plaza.. wahahx.. we were at roxy.. those sales ladeees gave us e stoopid look. eerks jux cunt stand ppl lyk em.. wahahahx.. okie.. den wen we walk outta pacific plaza...we saw e ncc guy n his angmoh n another fren.. wahahhax.. okie...hmmm..lemme tink ahh.. wad happen next.. oh.. after dat we walk to fareast den go home liao..we were at marina station.. waitin for another train cox e other train is terminatin at yishun.. sho wen we walk outta e train deres tis weird noise.. i was startled n i almost fall..sho funee.. i got frightened by dat sound.. sho silly of me.. wahahhx.. i keep luffin n i cant even speak properly.. oh goodness me.. i felt lyk an idiot dat time but i couldnt care much..okie.. den e next train arrived..on e way me n minie were lyk tokin abt e past .. me n vinx one.. i almost cried.. but didnt la.. too embarrassin la.. okie.. den went home.. bath.. den eat dinner... watch s'pore idol *idiots* den mommy n ben went downstairs ... wen dey came back.. mommy gave me dat cheeky look.. she toldme.. she bught sth for me to eat n i'll be very suprised wen i see it.. den i keep pesterin her.. ask her to show me wad she bought.. she passed me e plastic bag.. i look inside n i saw tis twirly wirly tingi... looks lyk snail lehx.. i jumped up n my mommy started luffin how saddistic of her.. actually wad she bought was some sausage.. quite nice somemore(= wahahhx.. okie.. den play ps iwt ben.. e game is totally dumb.. wahahx.. okie den i'm here rite infront of my comp.. okie dats all for todaee.. (= nightiess ppl.. god loves u >.<

muddle headddd

2004-11-17T13:08:00.000-08:00

tis mornin.. mommy is super funeeeee... she woke up late.. den didnt wake ben up for sko0l.... didnt wake daddy up for work.. shes almost late too.. wad a jokeee.. wakakaAKkakakx.. (=

ah chooo ah chooo

2004-11-16T20:46:00.000-08:00

okie.. todae.. woke up.. was suppose to watch movie one.. but overslept. (= den went o eat wit b1.. saw someone who is super funneee... he had a PAPER CLIP NECKLACE.. i mean its lyk.. wth??!! it was totally retarded.. wakakakx.. okieEx. n todae is mommy's b'daeeee ...me n ben gave her an hongbao.. wakkakx.. okiex.. dats it for todae.. kinda borin thou.. n i'm habin fluuu.. ahhh.. ahhhhhh.. chooooo >.<

::..neberbereplaced..::

2004-11-14T00:52:00.000-08:00

hahax... todae.... slept e entire afternoon...den ryan was wit us... i mean its lyk.. at firx.. look at him.. he still quite guai one.. BUT.. he's suPer noiSy.. kill me man.. *headaches* waKAkakakaz... ben + ryan = chaos... okie... den after dinner.. we went to e airport.... yangyang goin to china liaoo *sobs will miss my fav cuz one* den at e airport... waKAkakz.. it was super funnee lorr... those stoopid kids.. very noisy..... men n haohao couldnt stand it.. we ended up scoldin those brats... sho noisy lorr... okieokie.. yao ching is totally cuteee...sho notti oneee.. but i still lovee him... hes such a cutiee.. but he very pooorting.. skin allergy not okie yet.. mebbe dats e reason y i dote on him sho muchieee.. hehehx... okie.. haohao is forever sho stubborn... haix.. mebbe hes gonna breakup wit his gf liaooo.. dont wan dat to happen... shes such a nice ladee... hate to see ppl break up... haix )= okie.. back to e airport tingi...ben got scolded by mommy... i spent 30 plus mins tryin to hoax him..hes another bull.. sho stubborn onee.... ryan is sho notti..keep runnin ard.. den i feel lyk sho idiotic maid tryin to stop those brats fr runnin ard.. feel sho kuku lorr...yangyang is cutee too... blurrblurr one... den very fit tooo...i guess i'll try to fetch him back.. but its such an early flight.. *faints* i guess hes on e planeee now... may god be wit him n bbless him.. bon vayage.. (= well ryan is now at my house... *headaches* hope he go off soon.. cox hes such a pain in my ass.. jokin.. wakakakx nth to say liao... nightiessss =*

KU KU> me <

2004-11-13T23:45:00.000-08:00

i went out in e early mornin... blEhz..... den crap alot... den after we went to e carnival... den we to khatib mac to eat.. todae is supper fun.. but due to e unforseen circumstances... my entry is cut ULTRA short.. ahh chooo0ooo0ooo.. blEhz.. nightiEs..... god bless (=

shitified .arrrgh )=

2004-11-12T12:51:00.000-08:00

haix.. sad sad day.. pissed someone off.... made myself angry toooo... todae... full of idiots... 30 plus yr old freak.. yuck baldin asshole *pukes* dont letme see him again.. eyes will rot.bunch of stoopid malay assclowns... crazzy morons.. well.. okie... fine.. shall stop typin.. nth good wil come out fr me... i suck... ))))))))))=

++++goSh.mY luCky dAe++++

2004-11-11T22:35:00.000-08:00

hehex.. todae is e best day mann.. mommy jux bought me a lv baggie.. happi happi happi... yipeeee...den say jas's demon.. sho paisei .. *blEhz* tml mux go trainin.. abit sian.. wakakakz.. but at nite veRy happiiii.. cox goin to eat wit b1 b2 n minie.. too bad jason n vic cant make it... hahahx.. doono jas got go anotx.. cox we eatin at nitee.. wakakakz... (= happi happpi happppi... god loves me.. i love god.. MuackS muackYs >.< dats all for todaeeee.. i tink tml got more tings to write abt.. (=

[ . lack of sleeeeeeeeep . ]

2004-11-10T22:11:00.000-08:00

oh mann.... sho tired.. bcox me n b1 had a bet... he dont blieve dat i can dont sleep... sho last nite me n him chat n chat.. found out sth sho unbelivable mann.. he actually listens to oldiess.. n very romantic tooo.. can write poems... he showed me quite a few of dem.. not bad not bad =) todae neber go out wit terie.. feel sho guilty.. cox tis is not e firx time i cant make it to meeet my bro.... sorry korr... =) well today is a ver6y borin day.. co xi spent my day sleep n packin my dirty room (= dats all for todaeeee... muacks... god blessss me , my frenx n my families

+gooo goooo jiiii+

2004-11-09T23:54:00.000-08:00

yipeeee... todae is such a fun day!!!! oh man.... met b2 at 11 plus... den met minie too.. den after which we went to orchard to meet b1.. as usual.. b1 is lateeee.. *neber see him come early beforee* while waitin for b1... b2 minie n me.. we went to cine... we wanted to watch movies one.. but lyk got no show for us to watch.... e most exaggeratin ting was.... taxi starts at 7.00 pm.. but at one plus.. its oready been sold out... GAWD.. hahahx.... sho e 3 of us went to cheers to buy newspaper...we bought e newpaper... minie n me.. we checked twice... deres no movie slot at all.. sho we bought strait times... i mean its lyk.. wad kinda newspaper is dat.. dont hab movies time slot.. n not luckily but god bless, strait times hab... den we went to e food court n wait for b1.. he came.. we sat down n ate.. n its e firx time in my life dat i've seen such a big slice of mushroom (= hahahx... den we went to suntech for our movie.... ^^^^^WHITE DRAGON^^^^^ (e lamest show i've seen sho far) minie led us to a VERY long cut.. waAkkakaakz.... hmmm... den we went for our movie...it was quite empty la...we ran to e couple sits... hahahx.. sofa.. sho comfty.. minie n b1 sat together... me n b2.... me n minie sho evil.. seperated e lovin couple.. but c'mon who cares.. hehehx... okieokie.. bAck to e movie... wakakakz... doono for wadeva reason.. i decided to sit on e floooor...wakakakkx.. den i went to squeez wit b2 n minie... sho fun... hahahx.. afterwards.. i moved back to e floor again... n doono y minie went to pinch b2.. he jumped up n he caught e couple infront kissin.. n surprisingly.. he told us in a quite loud manner... wakkakax.... ( i guess at dat timee dat couple was very turned off by us) cox we're VERY VERY noisy.. hahax.. e movie is crap la...hahhax...i shall not tok abt that lame moviee.. all i can say is.. GOOO GOO JIIIII wakakakz...after awhile.. i felt sho uncomfortable on e floor... i moved back to my original seat...hahahx.. i was lyin down one sofa.. cox b1 was sitin on e floor.. den suddenly... b2 n minie came over to my sofa.. hahahx... dey were lyk sayin... they heard e couple tellin eachother dat we're very noisy.. wakakakz... den quite embarrassin lehs.. in e public somemoreee.. we make sho much noise.. wakakkx.. den wen e lights were switched on,e couple stared at us... wakakakx.. we were lyk tryin to hide n TRYIN our best to get outta e cinema asap.. wakakkax... after dat lame movie.. we went to paradigm to play pool... quite fun la... hahahx... after dat eat den went home.. den was lyk arguin wit mommy.. but well... god bless... we didnt realli quarrel... (= well dats all for todaeee... nightiessss.... OH ya... b1 told me sth very meaningful today... dont hate anyone.. cox everyone was created by god... if u hate someone.. u hate god too... sho meaningful.. (= well luck is nth... no such ting as luck.. onli god's blessing.... no co-incident.. onli god incident ("V") god bless all my frenx n family ... [.work obstruction need her website.]

loss of laughterrrrr

2004-11-08T04:47:00.000-08:00

long timeee neber blog liaoo... i'll try to be more hardworkin n start bloggin..neway.. todae is a veryyyyyy borin n sucky day... yipeee had sho muchieee fun ytd dat i loss my laughter.. how pathetic can i get? waAkakakakkz... life's been a lil low recently... but... i'm still takin it easy.... =) i jux hope dat b1 n b2 will LOAST FOREVA ..hmm..even thou B1(the bf) is SHORTER than B2(the gf) n dat ....la la la la la..... pinky n e brain.. its pinky n e brain.. berdine is e genius clarence is insane.. waAKkakaakx.. i jux lovee tis song... dats all... gooooooodbyeeee

ddinxx

haha.- lala.

fcukers

crazy life

unscrupulous

bored-ed-ed *should i?

i wish i....

totally defeated

newhaircuttt

i'm tired of waiting - why am i always making the first move?

idiotic moronic ass

hooothooots

friends forrrever

loveeee.my darling- mmmuackiExx

honey.honey

boulevard of broken dreams

amitoosensitive?

shaggggg outt

fuckthatfuckingbitch

cinderella

seiyu sucks

moneymoney

its finally over- ",

current-

why-youalwaysgivemefalsehope

faithless-i just want money

it's been a long time. decision time

dddinxxx--- curly maooo

idoubt s o

idoubt s o

i'msad-sadened-ed-ed-ed

i know W H Y

i have noidea-

ihatemyself for doing that

happyvalentinesday__d a r l i n g +

i AM not sleeping at all.*

idreamtofyoulastnight-*

____ ] post-it

w h y ? i do i d o

ilikethestarsinhisroom

happyday- at least i feel that we're still friends

stoopid darling- tou pai wo de photoooo

iloveyou __+d a r l i n g

i'msofreakingpissed

i miss all those good s o n g s

i'll remeber euu_______ o '' o

my com is s c r e w e d__

sheshasfinallysaid

i'vehadenough.deadend- b r e a k m e

things i almost remembered . . .

whattationg

ha.what a co-incident . o''o

annoyingteachers__#

haveimadethecorrectchoice?

slightlyhappier o''o

i'vehadenough.soi'mmovingon.youjackass

imisshim.sosomuch______ ;'(

imiss3e3badly____+

.-lurrrfee eeeuu-.

wo ai ni x4

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muddle headddd

ah chooo ah chooo

::..neberbereplaced..::

KU KU> me <

shitified .arrrgh )=

++++goSh.mY luCky dAe++++

[ . lack of sleeeeeeeeep . ]

+gooo goooo jiiii+

loss of laughterrrrr

fFunfunfuNn

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